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Something I'll Never Have

by Depressors

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1.
You were off with a girl on the night that we met, but Darling, that's fine by me These memories sit like a weight on my chest, and Suddenly, I can't breathe Now you're selling some story about your regrets, and I don't know what to believe Just don't tell me you're sorry now You can't lie to me It's as useful as a panic room when all of the walls are caving in Is it a necessary evil to maintain diplomacy? Don't tell me what you're sorry for Is it worth it just to wage a war on my memory? I wear my sorrow like a family I was born into misery Thought my bad attitude would keep me bulletproof But that's only 'til you got to me You kept it so tidy, how'd it get so messy? I'm bleeding on everything Just don't tell me you're sorry now You can't me
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Would you act out? Got a little money in your pocket, and allure Who'd you call now? The telephone is singing like a siren song Leaving me in your dust I was never that sure of us, until now Without doubt, I'm sure that the love I've given Is never gonna make it back around Am I to blame? A melancholy match in search of gasoline A moth to a flame Beguiled by a cold and calculated smokescreen Chewed me up to the crust And then abandoned all remains of us on the ground Without doubt, I'm sure that the love I've given Is never gonna make it back around And you've been parsing degrees of your deceipt How'd I never notice it while you were looking at me? Just say what you believe Yeah, give the truth to me I'll never say another word
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Under my skin, you've invaded like a parasite Eating me alive from the inside Loosen your grip up a little I'm choking on the blood from the tongue that I bit too many times Don't you wanna stick around and watch my heart break? Just twist the knife and lick the blade Say what you want with me Sleeplessness again, I lie awake under a starless sky And I wonder where you'll rest your head tonight Waking up again, when your head is on the other side Of another bed, but it's all right Yeah, I'm all right Don't you wanna stick around and watch my heart break? Just twist the knife and lick the blade Say what you want with me And it's been awhile since I could hold my head up In front of my friends without you Without you here
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I miss you like a twin absorbed in utero I hardly knew you but I feel you near Floating through my bloodstream Kicking around my insides I hold on like a child staring toward the sky Long after my balloon has gone A helpless lover of a hapless love You slipped away like something I never had Like something I'll never have

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released August 27, 2017

Recorded and mixed by Ryan Stack at Format Audio
Mastered by Dan Coutant at Sunroom Audio
Inspired by loneliness and social anxiety
Fueled by regret

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